Life is what we make of it, so why am I not making mine to its full potential?
When college is over there will be much rejoicing
It’s so shit, confidence depletes, no one gives a fuck, always look like shit, always feel like shit, bleurrrgh
You know what really grinds my gears?
Having no confidence in myself, always having to think of what to say to someone (depends really), becoming self conscious of my jaw/teeth positioning, fuck off. I hate it…
Oh and opinions always suck, lots of people think theirs are ‘fact’ when it’s just a single opinion.
Just to be controversial and to get some shit off my chest you may or may not know these facts about me:
I like football,
I like YD,
I like both men and women,
Im a relationship guy,
I hate brands like ‘supreme’ and ‘obey’,
Vans aren’t the best shoes,
I find elf ears hot,
I find Curvy and skinny girls beaut,
I’m a huge geek,
I want a beard,
I hate philosophy, yet I love it,
I don’t think all ‘mainstream’ music is bad,
Anything else you wanna know while I’m at it?
Day #3
Been much better, quiet and moody morning but I felt better throughout the day :) I reckon I can do this, but now I’m bossing resident evil 5 killing zombies and shit
Day #2
Awful day, been pissed off nearly all day, word of advice, don’t EVER start smoking. apart from the negative side of today, all the crap from my lungs has been coming up and I suppose that’s a good thing in a sence, got to keep this up. Anyway, g’night!
steve regan of annotations of an autopsy just posted this on the aoaa facebook page, just thought id post it because i agree with everything he says.
I’ve never been one to hold my tongue or mince my words, I’ve always prided myself on speaking my mind even if it does wrong or harms the band because I believe you should always speak your mind and not bullshit people so here it goes.
Everyone has their opinions, in music even more so, everyone argues about what genre a band is, which cd is better, everything really.
Now all the emmure references… are pretty funny, they dont bother me, we tune low, they tune low and me and their singer both wear caps so obviously that warrents a comparison amongst people who are too dumb to actually listen to music, but what’s really pissing me off lately is kids messaging us things like your new stuff sucks, go back to your first CDs sound, do your old vocal style again, do piq squeals again, do Gorey lyrics ect ect)
My answer is simply, NO.
We wrote our fist cd over 6 years ago, I’m 25 now, I have no interest in sounding like an animal or writting about horror music stuff because I have absolutely no interest in it anymore, I don’t listen to any of that type of music anymore nor wish to reproduce it.
I get that kids like that cd that’s cool, I’m glad but people change and grow up and we have no interest in going back into that sound.
I don’t believe in writing music for other people, that be fans or labels, I/we write what we want to play and what we enjoy playing and if kids don’t like it, they don’t have to listen to it. I rather loose all our fans and play to 5 kids a night then be stuck in some nostalgia band playing music I don’t care abut.
If you enjoy that cd so much, go and start your own band and play music like that, be the flag flyers of that style of music, let it influence your music, but don’t expect anything like that from me again.
I dont care if you dont like my new lyrics, theyre not for you, they mean something to me and thats what music is, self expression. People change, music taste changes, don’t think your opinion on my music is more important than my opinion on my music because to me it’s not and I will only ever write for myself.
And if you think we’re in it for the money, then I guess you’ve never been in a full time touring band cause you clearly have no knowledge of money and bands relationship
If I’ve lost you as a fan because of this I’m sorry you can’t understand but I’m in this for me.
Yours sincerely
Steven Regan
(via aoaa)

